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✨ Star Friends ✨
When I found out that @chessman-protocol boy Crit liked Astronomy, let’s just say I was beyond estatic and immediately planned this little comic. Here’s to my boy Vincent doing his best to make friends with folks who share similar interests 😅💙
Funny enough, I didn’t realize I put this in Vincent character’s until I looked at the whole thing, but Vincent very much shares the lack of stranger danger the way I did/ I do to this day. To quote one of my past managers I’m “abnormally friendly” or whatever
I can’t tell you how many times even as a small child (drove my parents nuts) that I saw a cool person with whatever connecting factor and I just straight up walked to them and was like “Ok cool. We’re friends now.” And nobody’s really stopped me? So apparently I have friends now. 😆
Vincent however is just a wholesome baby boy who doesn’t realize he’s actually an intimidating hunk of a turtle and randomly walking up to strangers and not saying anything can be taken the wrong way.
Like I said, he’s trying his best. He wasn’t exactly the most socialized if you can’t tell, but he does love dearly and is certainly a boone of a friend to have once you get past the inevitable social awkwardness. He’s loyal to put because he really doesn’t know better, and I adore him for that. Anyway, dunno if Crit knows any ASL or not, but either way Vincent is just excited to meet somebody else who likes space ✨🌌 💙
#just being jayus#doing this ugly and scared#my boy <3#Vincent my beloved#rottmnt original character#rottmnt oc#original comic#rottmnt#save rottmnt#unpause rise of the tmnt#time to go feral in the comments again; please ignore the ramblings of an insane person#Fun fact: Vincent is mute (late mutation and didn’t fully develop vocal chords) and so he only speaks turtle and partial ASL#Morrocoy Tortoise AKA Yellow or Red Footed Tortoise bop their head to assert dominance and show emotions#Head hopping and headbutting is Vincent’s tic and you can tell how he’s feeling by how fast or slow he goes because it’s a VIBE#Working on this comic was like the preverbal attempt of taking a horse to water#except this horse is a pony (anything under 14 hands is of the devil) and would not even spare it a glance unless it was perfection#Alas mockery and spite is unfortunately my demise and I could not handle the blank page any longer#Can you see how my style changed when the focus and subject changed?😅#Forgive me my son#for I have not learned to draw you from all angles yet.#Why did I make you so pretty and detailed in my head and yet have my hand betray you?!#The true tragedy is when your idea level is not at your skill level bECaUsE I KnOw wHaT hEs SuPpOsEd To LoOk LiKe BuT I CaNt DrAw HiM yEt#So here we are and I am accutely aware of how much work there is to be done. I’m looking at you flippin turtle anatomy#But hey we all have to start somewhere#so here I am#I tried and by golly I will keep trying. Vincent deserves that much 😅🧡🫡#I just looked back at this and realized I MISSED A STINKING PANEL. And Vincent’s shirt.#Flips a table in my mind#Also I’ve never made a mute character before so if anybody has notes especially about ASL PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E lemme know.#Wanna make sure I represent the peoples correctly 🫡🧡
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#so tired of all the posting on the bvcktommy tag having this spirit of spite and antagonism toward other ppl instead of being about the ship#every post is “what are they talking about? this man is ugly?”#“you have to be blind to think tommy was rude”#or some other passive aggressive shit#you realize you can post all these without making it an in your face argument about online strangers all the time right?#you dont have to prove anything to anyone you're literally preaching to the choir#and reminding them the negativity#post whatever you want sure but#pls dont take it personal if i break some mutuals in the near future bc these vibes make me feel on edge all the time and im not having fun
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AGATHA CAN’T FACE HIM. SHE FAILED HIM. SHE KILLED ALL THOSE WITCHES BUT SHE NEVER GOT ENOUGH POWER AND SHE FAILED TO SAVE HIM AND IT DOESN’T MATTER IF HE FORGIVES HER BECAUSE SHE CAN’T FORGIVE HERSELF.
SHE CAN’T FORGIVE HERSELF.
#I’m rewatching and really feeling it this time#I think the first time I was so shocked by Agatha’s death#that a lot of episode nine was lost on me#BUT JOKES ON ME BC IM UGLY CRYING NOW#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#scottie speaks#I get it though bc I’d also see it as a personal failure#something unforgivable#I do think she’s forgiven Rio though#her becoming a ghost wasn’t to spite her#or to avoid her#not anymore#I think she came to that realization with the line#sometimes boys die
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Unpopular opinion but Cassie’s Teen Titans costumes are fine. They’re perfectly serviceable superhero costumes that work for the character in the time period. They frequently suffer from the same thing every female superhero has suffered at one point or another — male artists’ inability to not draw clothes vacuum sealed to her boobs — but when she is drawn with normal proportions her costumes are no more or less revealing than 90% of her previous costumes.
#cassie sandsmark#whether or not they’re ugly is a matter of taste#cassandra sandsmark#talking about cassie#taking a page out of the Cass Cain fans’ playbook for this one#I don’t even like a bunch of Cassie’s costumes#but I will defend all but one out of sheer spite towards the way people talk about this character and how she dresses
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Fandom understand the narrative significance of Jaime/Cersei challenge (impossible).
#if I have to hear one more 'they never loved each other' I'm going to Do An Arson#is it HEALTHY love? no. is it JUST love with no other ugly emotions mixed in? no. is it wrapped up in a lot of identity issues and shitty#external influences? yeah absolutely. all of these things can be true AND they can STILL be in love because that's the only kind of#relationship they are capable of given who they are as people#it's a commentary on codependence. it's a commentary on the insular nature of the rich. on the idea of 'family first' and 'you can't#trust anyone' and the obsession with familial legacy#it's a spin on the idea that love will redeem you. a deconstruction of the idea that it's always a force of good.#it gives both of these characters complexity because this is a relationship that should not exist in real life but it lends humanity#to both of them and a degree of sympathy in spite of that. they are still capable of connection (however unhealthy that connection is)#they are still capable of complicated relationships. for all their faults there is still a person under there WHICH IS!! THE WHOLE POINT!!!#OF THE SERIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!#okay I'm done. sorry.
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I love being the always single person in my family, mad respect to my sister for constantly dating guys for the last 8 years, I would have shot myself
#whenever my mom asks if i have love news of my own while we're talking about my sister's newest catch and i say no#i hope she doesn't feel pity because like. this is the life that i choose. my sister's ex boyfriends were enough for ME even#and i only met a handful of them personally but heard more than enough shit about them#i just always think i'm only flirting with some guys only to never talk to them again or ghost them because it's fun#fat girl who's always been seen as ugly by other people gets to flirt with good looking people is the ultimate ego boost arc#if i ever date anyone seriously again it better be true love and end in kids and marriage until death or i'll live as a hermit#until that happens tho...... life is a party i don't wanna miss a thing break some men's heart get revenge yolo etc etc#also the thought of actively dating freaks me out. if i meet someone and we tolerate each other long term that's good#but dating apps or going on dates with several people and deciding who's the best like on the bachelorette?? death first#plus i lowkey don't like men as a concept. at least the type i've dated. i guess you could say my last ex traumatized me hahaha 👍🏻 (🔨🔨)#i think i'm too young to be in a committed relationship anyway. or even to seek getting into one. there are much more important things rn#i know former classmates my age are having kids or getting married but idgaf the one who got engaged last year has been with him for 7 year#which is a decent time tbh you change quite a bit during that time and if it feels right why not#but i can't wrap my head around searching for a relationship when you don't even have a stable job and know what else you want in life#rambling again sorryyyy but yeah proud single here and i'm not saying this out of spite because i genuinely enjoy it#all relationships i've been in were so draining (tbf they were long distance too) and got me at rock bottom and had me filled with regret#also these men can be so controlling and jealous when you just wanna go out with friends while they do whatever they want too#but when you say you don't want a jealous partner they think that's a free pass for them to cheat like what the actual fuck#do you see the difference between being unnecessarily jealous when you hang out with friends and being rightfully jealous when they cheat??#at this point idk what to say. i'm very entertained by my friends' dating journeys but that couldn't be me#all the gossip i provide for them is which people i flirted with for the ego and who i ghosted and who ghosted me#mel talks
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an update for the ages
#my best friend’s sister’s wedding is this weekend#and my bff is also going through a break up#but she’s been chronically in a relationship for 8 years and me and our other bff have been encouraging her to be single and love herself#for a fucking minute alright?#and we’re supposed go be each others dates to the wedding on saturday#and last night while i’m on the 4 hour bus to our hometown she says that her sister pressured her into inviting her recent ex#and that he’s fucking coming#and i was so hurt and so upset and i’ve spent 8 years being the pathetic single friend in the backseat#and so i texted T#and now he’s also coming to the wedding#and staying in my childhood bed room and meeting my mom#is it dumb? YES!#but i did it out of spite#i can’t explain how furious i am w my friend this is the straw that broke the camels back#i couldn’t watch her w him all night knowing everything i know#my evil energy would poison the air and all would perish#now i’ll be distracted#also to be clear this isn’t her ex of 8 years or anything this is some fucking ugly guy she’s decided she loves three months ago#she’s been chronically in 3 relationships w no gap between them for 8 years
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reblogs off you're all in a time out
#blocked blocked blocked none of you are free of sin#i condone literally all rpf but NOT THAT out of good taste and also spite. never make me so much as think about those ugly men
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beau is sooo messy i'm obsessed with him. him being happy to see felix seemingly flourishing and being more confident etc but also feeling weird and almost jealous at the fact that it used to be just him that got to see felix that way. that he used to be the only reason for it. and like he KNOWS that's a messy and kind of fucked up way to think about it but he also knows he's in a really weird spot emotionally and can't help it
#one question i am obsessed with at the moment is what makes a person/character 'toxic'#i don't think it's a simple yes or no a character either is or isn't#especially with grief and complicated emotions like...#i have had some UGLY thoughts about people. even about people i love and consider friends#and i have had times where i've had to question myself and wondered if i'm actually this spiteful and meanspirited person#but i realised all of those moments were happening in very difficult and dark times in my grief#which was making it harder for me to regulate emotions and being much more sensitive and quick to take something personally#even though i would know logically that i did not feel that way AS I FELT THAT WAY#it was a mind fuck and it took so long to figure out how to process and unpack all that...#anyway im obsessed with grieving characters having sensitivity and messy feelings and being easily triggered into them#and feeling them even though they know logically that's not how they actually feel under 'normal' circumstances#all this to say i dont think beau is a toxic person. but i do think he is grieving and his is the fleshiest/rawest character ive written in#a while LOL#hes competing with felix and dorothy. who imo were actually being toxic to each other in RR LOL#but then it's like. a character that is toxic at times is not necessarily a bad person to me!#im specifying character because i dont want to get into a discussion about irl morality. but like.#oughhh i love characters who are hypocritical and suck but are also full of love and a desire to be better but its hard to be
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imo everyone on earth should be talking about Him (don't want this showing up in the tag even though it's not a diss) but everytime i go to the tag and there's only like 3 new posts i'm like. oh yeah almost no one cares except me and like 5 other ppl on here
i ran out of tags KFHSJENNXN i don't think that's literally ever happened to me before anyways don't read them because it's just me being insane as per usual
#most of his indirects on twitter are from people in diff asian countries as well and ik he's doing an asia tour soon(?)#bruh he's never coming back to the usa is he 😭😭😭 i need him in chicago i miss him so bad#i feel very ugly emotionally rn still bc i was reading all of the rando ass dating rumors of him last night LMAO and it pissed me off#i know i have no right to get mad and i'm being irrational but at the same time like. everyone is just like 'omg he's so in love rn'#bc his music has been very angsty and like. idk... conflicted? but his new song was very happy and sweet and very In Love Sounding#and i already know all his music is about one person bc he always talks about the same shit (he's very predictable i see right thru him)#and he's putting out a new song called 'shining' and he has been talking abt a person being his light/shining on him for the last 7yrs atp#so like. that's how i know it's about one specific person and i don't think he has moved on LMAOOO so unless he was dating the same random#7yrs ago i don't think he's dating any of the people they bring up tbh... i pay attention to these things not to brag or anything but like#being attentive to the people i love and noticing inconsistincies in their behavior and when they act diff is like. the only skill i have#at least irt other people LMAO like honestly i wrote all the lyrics he ever wrote down in a google doc and it shows a clear trajectory#that starts like... innocently and just gets more fucked up and toxic as it goes. and ppl say he's one of the most sane ppl they know#meanwhile he's been writing songs about 1 person for nearly 10 years and they get progressively more desperate and insane#I'M JUST SAYING. i completely forgot what my original point was but i guess it was most likely that. no one pays attention to him like i do#the songs started being about this person at the same time i started liking him and having dreams about meeting him btw#and they got progessively more uh. spiteful and desperate and weird as the years went on. did i mention i cast a spell on him 😐#and he literally says shit like 'it's impossible for me to move on' 'i don't care about anyone else' 'it's like i'm possessed' etc#and after we met at his concert he got really into saying shit like 'that one night wasn't enough' and 'the spotlight between us'#&the ever-famous 'i like the way you look at me' 'my eyes are on you' 'focus on me just look at me' when all i did was look at him all night#if you're reading this right now and thinking 'celeste do you seriously believe a kpop guy has been writing songs about you for 7 years?'#you should remember who i am and how i reacted to ***** having a gf (that i guessed exactly right months before he revealed it)#i'm schizophrenic 🤷♀️ but the guy i'm into was the one who started my fascination with soulmates and destiny and fate and shit like that#you know it's funny i mention that because he also started writing about that!!!!! in his songs!!! crazy#and he talks about the person making it hard for him to sleep and wanting to meet them in his dreams again and whathaveyou#i mean even in his two newest title tracks he says 'i'm frustrated in the studio the only melody that comes out is for you' and#'i want to turn everything about you into a song' in the newest one... hm.#and btw he announced his album right when i admitted i was in love with him again to my family (they know my insanity LMAO)#and he releases a song about being happy and in love and listening for someone's voice from far away to reach him/vice versa?????#right when i get back into him???#it's my fave color & his fave color & he's releasing it in my birth month like. i know billions of coincidences are a thing but it's crazy
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my dumb friends betrayed me. i spoke about gortash's actions being 'not that bad' ONE time and they called me a gortash apologist and gortash simp
i thought theyd be on my side
but nooo
when gortash marries me and we take over the world and they cry in their cages, they better not come crawling back to me begging for forgiveness
#all they had to do was say#'wow syrips you really hate gortash. i understand. he's a dumb napkin. a silly guy. a poopie head even.'#thats it#but no#they declared war on ME and The Gort#so now i HAVE to ally with gortash to put my friends in place#see its their fault not mine#now i gotta draw gortash out of sheer spite and no other reason at all because he is NOt cute he is EVIL i would NOT draw ugly evil men EVE#i mean i guess his puppy dog eyes make him deserve little war crime as treat but thats unrelated to anything
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I know it makes sense cuz duh, twitter's in the name, but boysplanet-twitter really is the place where taste dies
#🧍yall cmon....#and theyre so Shady for WHAT. girlies will side eye an imaginary lad for supporting a Dozen while having one in their pfp‼️#makes me spite vote for their most hated contestants fr#'u guys r voting for x UNDESERVING guy when MY one should have UR vote he DESERVES IT' well fuck you lol im voting daeul again‼️‼️#'we HAVE to make this final lineup GOOD' we have to make it suck itd be funnier#lets all vote for the shit guys tje look on mnet's face will be priceless#then its my fault for even going to twitter but i didnt chose to see boy planet content there the alg just puts it under my eyes cyz#i made the mistake of joining ppl who were once bitching abt the girls who r so vocal about how chiu n my klorbo are alledged lookalikes#not theyre NAWT lmao‼️#coming in like 'i agree they dont look alike' setting myself up to seeing the WORST takes ever formulated later#anyway daeul sweep#also its very clear that despite whzt their self righteous words say in opposing themselves against the 'ur just voting for visual'#they r HELLA basing their standard on it too#cuz like im a junhyeoner but he did NOT do well on the K vs G stage lmao#'their stage was ok' it was NAWT n i can say in unbiased words cuz half the team there is my top9s fjdjsjsjsjdjdj#i was gritting my teeths bro 'haha its not. so. so bad haha' < with tears in my eyes#but theyre collectively good looking aint they 🤨 weird‼️#just like how they'll last five seconds hating on jay before calling him ugly lmao u guys are TRANSPARENT#they can hate on him all tbey want doesnt change that he's The vocalist of the season oh well
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#i believe#I have a lot of hate in my heart and that makes me feel wrong#because i want to have like this big heart but in the end sometimes i feel like a performer#like im sacrificing more and more of myself for the sake of other ppl mostly out of habit than real genuine kindness.#ppl ask me why do i believe im a bad person and when i name my reason they say what else bc for them it's not bad. it's human to feel#but sometimes i don't feel human i think? it's such a weird thing. I'm not religious but i want to feel holy.#i don't believe in heaven even. i just want to make everyone around me smile and help heal the ppl that need that help but sometimes i just#feel so angry. so blinded by rage. and so scared. but so spiteful.#and i feel so alone? sometimes. i know I'm not. i know ppl card about me#but then i ask why why why why#but I can't voice the full question because maybe someone will read and it will strain their recovery and healing#and at the end kinda makes me feel more resentful? like. im trying to be perfect and kind and to portray this image of a person#that even tho aloof wants to help for the sake of helping and doesn't deal with all the shit and complex feelings of doing so.#but then the ugly feelings build up and i don't feel like i can voice them because what if they read and i make things worse#and i feel so trapped. and so angry. and so monstrous.#i care if im a good person i care if im kind i care if im friendly#i don't feel like any of that. fuck. fuuuuuck.#i feel like a paradox more than a person
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#my coworker is about to find out how petty I am when I want to be#for the second time she has decided to talk about how she doesn't like cartoon styles or toy designs that are Asian inspired#now honestly she has yet to show me any examples that are actually from any Asian country at all other than Speed Racer#the most absurd example has been PEPPA PIG#And today it was Squishmallows which sure kinda look Sanrio and Monster High#I have ghibli figures and pokemon all over my office and a kingdom hearts print not to mention my own art and a gorgeous Dark Paladin print#I was also wearing my Kingdom Hearts shirt today#so guess what#I'm wearing anime for the rest of the week and bringing in more weeb merch for my desk#one too many times has she made it a point to express her dislike for things I clearly enjoy or have said I enjoy#Now I'm gonna be obnoxious about it just to spite you#I am also an animation nerd who knows enough about animation history that I could easily show her things she grew up with that are Japanese#Heck some of the things she thinks are good drawing and not ugly were designed by Asian-American artists from various countries#so she's just being racist and I hate it#delete later
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It actually is really uncomfortable. I want him to be really mean to me so I can move on… I want him to like genuinely hurt me so that I will not actually be ruined by being in love w someone who doesn’t love me. It will turn into me being angry at someone who is really mean and I won’t be able to think about it in that way anymore
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when is someone going to see the worst parts of her and love her alongside them
#i can't even say it with a straight face • ooc#wishful thinking probably mindless dreaming • wishlist#( im devastated over her negative self worth rn )#( not in spite of and maybe not exactly because of but. )#( accepting and loving every part of her; good bad and ugly )#( not wanting to change her not wanting her to shave herself down to sthg acceptable )#( but just. All Of Her. )#( i need to go cry about this for a bit )
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